Thursday, 26 June 2014

Its Okay to Feel Like Crap

Do you have moments in your life when you feel like absolute poo? Well, I have them a lot. I've been meaning to put up a product review on here for a while now but haven't gotten around to doing it. I don't even know why. Life has been too overwhelming, yet underwhelming at the same time.
 I never really write about anything personal on here, but through the years my blog has started to become a better representation of who I really am. And since I was having one of my often recurring shitty days, I decided to write about it on my internet diary instead of in the book lying somewhere in the back of my cupboard. I don't even know if anyone is going to end up reading this. But if you are, I hope I don't bore you too much.

 I wish I were a happy, sunny person. I really do. I don't even know if such people actually exist, but I imagine they'd be the kind with a grin on their face and sunglasses on their eyes 87% of the time. Why do I associate happiness with the sun? I don't even like the sun much. Anyway.
 Unfortunately for me, I'm the kind of person who thinks over everything at least fifty times, who's moody to an extent I don't even understand myself and who can sit and mope around in her room all day. Sometimes I find it so darn hard to just get things done. Sometimes all I want to do is cry. But most of the time, I end up wasting my hours feeling bad for myself -which is the only part I'd like to change.

 Because I've come to the conclusion that everybody has shitty days, and the more you feel shitty about yourself, the more shitty days you will have. D'you get what I mean? Probably not. This wasn't even my point.

 My point was, that every once in a while, it's okay to feel down. Let yourself feel down. I find that on a bad day, when I tell myself, 'Yeah. Whatever. Not the most sparkly day on my life calender,' I feel like I get over the bad day easier than when I dwell over all the things that went wrong and led up to me feeling the way I do. And before I know it, it's all gone and over!
(exclamation points make everything sound so much cheesier)

 I have so much to say but can't seem to organise my thoughts right now. Clearly.
 I do realize that this is my personal blog and I can write whatever the hell I want to on this, but I feel like this personal rant may not be appreciated in the internet world. Does it matter? Probably not. See I told you I think too much.
 Today, like many of my other days, was a poopy day. And I decided to write a post about it and then get on with my life. Which is precisely what I'm going to do now.

P.S. If you've stuck around this long, thanks for reading. Regular posts coming back as soon as possible. :*


  1. Hey! I guess it happens with most of us (or I guess I fall in this category too). and posts like these is what makes a blog a blog and not a magazine. :D

  2. Sometimes I feel like that as well.I belive that everything gets better:)
    Love this post,because it's honest and beautiful.
    i'm in love with your blog!!
    Would you mind checking out my blog?

    1. Thank you so much! I will definitely check out your blog :)

  3. I think everybody has shitty days. Just appreciate the good days :)

  4. happens to the best of us. liked the personal rant